CW trys again.

Well I have to give CW some credit. He certainly is putting in a little more effort into this endeavor.
I will keep you posted since my biggest concern (well one of the) is out inability to communicate. But we have talked a couple times this week and he is getting better about being more open.

Plus, I like my good morning wake up messages.They are sweet.

We will see !!! But for now I will just be happy that my Pats trounced his Jets last weekend :)

Airport Man re-Appears

I was just sitting here sending an email when my phone rings. I look at the phone and see it is not anyone I know but think it is a Georgia number so maybe it is Kris, or Jay, or even Jarret. I answer.

On the line is this deep Baritone voice that sounds like Barry White. I know that it is not one of the three people I mentioned in the previous paragraph.
He says Ms. Michele I respond yes. He is like Hello darling...
I am like WHO THE FUCK?

Then I remember, The guy from the airport, Daniel.
So I say this is the guy from the airport isn't it?
Daniel?

He was like yes, and you are the girl with those super long legs and tatoos.
why haven't you called me. I have been waiting to hear from you.

I was like ummmmmm....I have been busy.
He responds with I am leaving for vacation this weekend and I want to get you a tee shirt but I am not sure what size you are. I want to have something to give you when I get to Boston.

I respond with, I don't wear T-shirts and you don't have to get me anything.
He says I did not ask you if I could get you something. Now I am am sure you can use it at least to sleep in...

I am such an ass. I am sure he is a nice guy but honestly I really dont want to go out with him. I have enough going on.

We chat for a few and then he says he will give me a call when he is in town again which is gonna be soon.
I agree, because I have no backbone...

I hope he at least goes somewhere nice.

New Addiction

Do you ever have times when you get a song stuck in your head? In the CD player on repeat? Over and Over and Over...

For me this week it has been Imogen Heap's Hide and Seek.

Crackberry

Well it is official.

Have Broken my own rule and finally got a crackberry.

It is cute and pink. I will now be married to my phone.

I Can't Sleep

This is really getting out of control. I am stocking up on reading material.

Last night I should have been exhausted, up till 3-ish.

Tonight, well it is 1 and I am wired...

I think I just over-think things and can not shut my brain down.

The Reluctant Fundamentalist

Well I have been trying to figure out whether or not I was going to post about this weekend or not. And if I did what I was going to edit out, and then thinking why should I edit anything out but for the sake of my own self I just might.

Friday night I flew to Atlanta. My journey started at Logan and I was just sitting minding my own business when a very nice gentleman named Daniel sits down next to me.
We start chatting and since the flight is delayed it gives that plenty of time to happen. He seems like a nice guy, works for CNN covering the Celtics, The Red Sox, and The Chicago White Sox. We talk about Georgia and I tell hum why I am going. He asks if I am going to have any extra time while I am in town, since he would like to see me again while I am there. I tell him my weekend is pretty booked but when he asks for my number I hand it over...I know damn well I am never going to go out with this person but I figure why not.
We board our flight and go our separate ways.

Jarret and Chris were kind enough to collect me at the Marta Station and off we went on a weekend adventure filled with clove cigarettes, seltzer, heat, and lack of gas.

The beef party was a lot of fun and about 12000 degrees. I am a northern girl. I could never make it in the south. I just literally want to curl up in a ball and give up. It is like being beaten into submission, I just want to cry (for the record I have never experienced this mentioned beating I am purely assuming).

It was great to see everyone again. Jack is as amazing as ever. Jay did eat Pasta Salad. My sister looks really good, and is a fab mom and hostess. Jarret seems like he is in a good place.

After some very good conversations this weekend I learned a lot, about myself and why I do not just settle in relationships. I realized that yes it is OK to be particular and wait for what you want. Even if I am 1000 before I get it.

Weekly re-cap..

I have decided to recap the ups and downs of my week so far..Got back in touch with GC.
He promised to call on Tuesday...he did not...
I emailed him and told him that he should not make promises because he sucks at keeping them...I get his usual excuses...we have become friends on Facebook this week...I leave him a silly little message on his wall...like the other 12,000 people on his profile.So, he sends me the SKETCHY-IST email tonight...I think he is married or has a girlfriend or something. I have yet to figure it out...will keep you posted.

Heading to Atlanta after work tomorrow for beef party.