Friend

i got off the phone tonight with a friend and realized that sometimes I am not the best friend.
But, it is not intentional. Yes, I can be selfish and self-centered. I know that.
But really I don't mean it. I love my friends and value them for who they are and the relationships we have, whether they are constant or have fallen a little to the side it doesn't make them any less amazing in my book.
Because yes, my friends are amazing.

Moving

As so of you know I am pulling up my tent stakes and moving. I know SURPRISE SURPRISE!
I am sure you are thinking again? It seems my hobbies are moving, partially unpacking, and then repacking and moving again.
So being true to my self yes I am moving again.

Ironically as I was thinking to myself yesterday, WOW! six more weeks in this place I had better hurry and turn this spare room into a guest room. Just so I can find things more readily when I pack them up, a feeling of excitement came over me.
I am really excited about this.
A new place, a new town, no more claw living above me, no more moths... this is going to be a good thing.
Lots of good things are happening.

My sister and Jack are coming to visit Thursday.
My mom is coming Friday.
My Father and Kathy my also be heading to Beantown as well.

I know there are loads more things to share with you but now is not the time.
I am working... very hard.

Perfect Day

Yesterday.

Young @ Heart- cried through the whole thing... sobbed is more like it.

Whip it- Great Date Movie

The Gaslight- Yummy French Food.

Stewie and Ramona.

Are We That Immature That We Post Insults Through Facebook?

So this is really annoying me.
As many of you know ions ago I dated Rick. We broke up yet remained friends. He and I have been through a lot. But manage to keep in touch from time to time.
Well, as many of you know I am not stellar at keeping in touch but it doesnt mean I don't love you any less. *Disclaimer*

So, last night I had an MRI because I have been having these vicious headaches. I was lucky enough to see my scans last night and see all the different dimensions of my brain. It was pretty cool.

So I status updated that I had seen scans of my brain- Mistake # 1
I get all sorts of responses.
A couple of Which were from Rick making snide remarks on how I had finally found a brain, how I was crazy, calling me a loon...yadda yadda. So someone else also cracks a joke about them actually finding my brain to which Rick replies I know right.
Well that pissed me off.

BACKSTORY-
I had read a few weeks ago on his FB that he was having some back trouble I did ask what was going on, no response.
Also he mentioned the day before yesterday something about his MRI to which I also wrote "Mine's tomorrow".

So I feel I did make a slight effort to find out what the story was and he should have known that I was having an MRI...
ANYWAY

I texted him this morning and was like I don't think you cracking jokes at the expense of my brain MRI is that funny.
To which he sends a barrage of messages telling me how self-righteous I am only thinking about myself and how I should get a life or a sense of humor and that He was not in the mood for dealing with self indulgent people... That I made no effort to contact him when he was dealing with his back issues and paralysis... Which I did not know about.

THEN
He posts a wall posting on my FB saying the same thing. What a horrible person I am...
SERIOUSLY what are we twelve? You need to post our tiff on FB?

Anyway I am done venting about it.
Thanks for listening.

I need to go think about myself a little more.
Michele

I WIll Not WEBMD I Will Not WEBMD I Will Not WEBMD

So, I just need to keep chanting this to refrain from accessing the world of too much information that sends me into OH MY GOD I have.... mode!
My lymph node is again swollen and sore for the third time since August. I noticed last Sat that it seemed a bit tender and then at dinner the other night I think I may have had a chair rail rammed into it. It is completely sore to the touch. I know I have been fighting off some weird illness for weeks now since I am so exhausted I can barely scrap myself out of bed everyday and my brain literally makes me say words I don't intend to say. It is like some random boggle game going on in my head sometimes.
I am headed to my Dr on Tuesday so maybe she will figure out what it is. I still say it is all Lyme related but I haven't been able to get a clean test since I have been on antibiotic for this and that for so long.
All I know is my leg is sore, my lymph node is sore and my brain is not working properly oh and did I mention the headaches.

Quick Visit From Mary Grace and Tim

So yesterday I was visited by Mary Grace and Tim after their plane landed in Boston. They are in town from Aston Rowant, UK for MG's 10 year college reunion. They stopped by Nicole and Joeys with 3 lb. of Cadbury Dairy ilk and a HUGE bottle of Robena in tow. It was great to see them even if it was very brief.