As The Story Goes...

So I am waiting for my silver lining.
I spoke with my current landlord this evening about possibly extending our lease for three months. Michelle informs me that they are moving into our apartment and renting out the apartment upstairs which is four bedrooms and we can not simply afford. I think they are asking 2200 a month.
So now back to square one.
I need to find a place. It needs to be under 2000.
I have under Dec 31st to find said apartment. Worst case scenario I don't get to home go home for Christmas.
I can move into Nicole and Joeys I suppose.
Anyone finds a place let me know.

DESSERTS...

I never realized that stressed backwards was desserts...
ANyway, I am a little stressed..My car, yes, the new one is WONKY. I don't know the actual definition for wonky but it means fucked up. IT smells like someone is buring something in the air vents.It has been in the shop for two days already. Today marks the week mark for ownership.
The only good side to this whole stupid mess is that I get to drive Nicole's BMW while my P.O.S is in the shop. The stupid car is not even registered yet. Still on the first tank of gas.
This afternoon I also told Kevin I was moving in with Sonya and no renewing our lease. I think he took it OK, but you never know how to read these things via email. I did not want to tell him via email but he asked so I told him. Now I need to find a placed ASAP.
this is just the tip of my stress...

Hospital Beds

It has been an interesting day.
Started out great at Bus working on the Q3 for Universal.
Then I head to Starbucks get my usual coffee and head to see Sir Schmoop.
Around 1pm I start getting really sharp pains in my chest on the left side. Every time I breathe in a get a pain that "on a scale of 1 to 10 " was about a 9.
At first I think ahhhh, it must be heartburn or something but after 3 hours of the coming and going of the pain I start getting a little nervous.
Nicole is home for the day and I am talking to her about it and she is like it is nothing.

But the pain is still there. I start to get a little panicky. After what happened last year at the office I don't think anyone takes these matters lightly.

Nicole suggests that I call my doctor and see what they say. Well I can't speak to my actual doctor because she is "busy with a patient" who actually turned out to be Andrea (how is that for coincidence? and yes we have the same doctor)so I speak with the nurse explain what is going on and she says go to the hospital and get an EKG.

Now I start to get nervous. I am fairly certain that it is nothing but I don't want to be having a mild heart attack or something. SO I start crying .
I know really helpful.

I help Nicole get someone to help with Eli (since she is so high risk and had previously broken her back she is not allowed to pick up Eli) and drive myself to the ER. Since Andi was busy at the doctor.

I go in and right away they do an EKG. I literally was there less than 1 minute before I am in the back with Michael, apologizing because I am again crying. I was a little scared and felt dumb because I was fairly certain there was nothing wrong.
Michael is great, looks at the read out and says perfect. I could now go check in and wait for the doctor oh and register.

In the meantime Roe and Kevin show up which is great. I needed to see someone I knew. I told them both not to come but I am glad they were there. I was waiting for the doctor to come back and talk to me. I ended up having a chest X-ray they were double checking for a blood clot in my lungs and after peeing in two cups ( I swear they think I was high) and giving away half of my blood...they determined that I have a viral infection in the joints in my chest...I did not know I had joints there to be honest.

It was quite an interesting afternoon and I got to hang out next to the nurses station in my undies and stupid gown...with the the paramedics hanging out right there and nurses and doctors and orderlies...you get the point.

I am just glad it was not something serious.

Some Pictures I Shot of Eli.

Slighty Annoyed

Well I made plans to go to Six Flags this weekend for freight Fest with Kevin, Roe, and her nephews.
Being that Six Flags is in western MA and Ron wanted to get together I decided that I would combine the two things and hang out with them and then go to Rons after for the night.
So he re-arranges his schedule and I sent out the word for free tix...which I am waiting to hear back about.

Then I text Roe and tell her I am def. in and that it is gonna be awesome.

She responds with oh, we are not going there anymore. I should have told you.
We are going to NH instead.

Now I either have to trek out to Western MA Sat night or break plans with Ron. Which is most likely what is going to happen he was busy until like 9 pm anyway. Which is why it worked out in the first place.

I am just annoyed.

Impulsive

So actually this was the least impulsive thing I have purchased in a while.

I love it.

That Girl

How did I officially become that girl ?

I am the girl you date, break up, then right away you get married to the next one.

Canadian Thanksgiving

Back from a weekend in NY.

Food was great, weather was amazing, company was fun.

Mary and Jeff brought the babies. Those babies are getting SO big !!!!I felt bad we did not get to eat with them though.

I hope they enjoyed their to go boxes that Maggie put together.Maggie looks so adorable. She seems to be feeling well and had a very wondrous blue hat.

I threw out "the gayness". Term was used all night long...


Ms. Brit came up with me this weekend and Arlyn met us there as well. It was nice to be with all the sisters. I love them.
Rachel looks fab and pregnant. Caleb is getting so tall and is looking forward to being a big brother.
Chris and Bess both seem to be doing awesome.

I think I covered everyone, oh, Andy he's good.

I went swimming today and it was sorta chilly but being out on the boat was nice.
OK I am going to stop this post since I am even boring myself.

Butt Weight 2

OK..Here is a picture.
I know the self picture in a mirror is pretty ghetto.
But Eli doesn't take great pictures.

Sir Schmoop

 

Loving This Song

My Little Love

Dear John,

Well I finally got the nerve to send Courtney his Dear John letter.
He really is a sweet guy but honestly I have lost interest and I am pretty sure he was just keeping me around just in case.
So, I did us both a favor and cut it off. Very nicely I might add.
I'll let you know what he responds if he does.

I also have decided to give airport guy a shot. He is still trying hard so I figured 1 date will not kill me...although theoretically he could...I will take a chance.

I am revved up and ready to try again.

Butt Weight...

So most of you know I am on a quest to drop some weight.
I have done really well and so far have dropped about 13 lbs since Sept.1
I have 5 or 6 more to go then I am good. Although, with Thanksgiving next weekend I might have to re-adjust those numbers.

I will keep you posted.

So I went bra shopping because the first place I usually lose weight is my chest.
I get measured.I am thinking yeah i need a new bra they have definitely gotten smaller...Wrong...She tells me the size and for some reason it is a larger cup...
I have another lady do it. Same result.
WTF?

I am wondering now where all the weight is coming off, certainly not my bumm...

Relief

But I am getting a massage at the house on Sunday so life isn't so bad.

Truth

I came to a horrific realization today.
I am neither as calm, cool, or collected as I thought.
That scares me.