I am bored....with everything.
I know I am am fickle, that is a given.
It is just that nothing excites me lately.
I have been talking with H.B.S. a lot lately and that is nice. I like getting his emails first thing in the morning it is nice to know someone is at least thinking of you or talking to him at night before bed but for some reason this is not enough for me. There is no anticipation to talk to him.
I want "crack" or at least the feeling of "crack"...
Maybe I need rehab.
(I know you don't know about HBS yet, he is not up for discussion yet)
